phillykidd

I miss us, well, at least the old us. I remember when we could do the simplest things without a complaint about being bored or w/e being said. I remember when we spent almost the whole day together if not the whole day. I remember when we always did it at least 2-3 times a day as if they were meals. I remember always doing stuff together. I remember us being all over each other. Now I feel old, played out, I think I don't feel like I'm good enough for you anymore :/. I don't feel attractive anymore it's like we barely do it and if we do you feel someway if it's longer than 15-20 mins when we used to do it for hours, smh idk I just wish we did it more I really enjoy it and think its an important part of the relationship. We barely do stuff together, I'm either on the computer while you're on the 360 or I'm just sitting there while you're on the 360. I wish I was more fun to you I feel like I'm boring, we barely talk even if you want to argue that down that's my opinion of it. Being in the same room as someone doesn't really count as talking but w/e. I just really missed the times where we were the main source of each others entertainment and joy and pleasure and all that good stuff...but I guess times have changed...sure wish they didn't though....*sigh* that wasn't a unintentional sigh either :'/. Sure could use a time machine right about now....