SG (trapazoid)

I'll believe in you, as long as you believe in me. I'm working on my insecurities although I need your help. I'm working to have nothing but faith in you even though of the past events. I keep sticking around because I love you and I know our current situation isn't as great as we want it so I'm trying to work. I'm trying to work towards a happier time. A time where we were always reliant on each other and of course our child for a smile. If there is a God I thank him for Dasia, because without her I wouldn't have the will to want to work. I wouldn't have any type of motivation to deal with the problems we have now and just runaway, because I want her to have a happy home, a room of her own, nice friends to play with...this is somewhat making me tear just to know what the future holds for us. I'm sorry for always accusing you of things, I'm sorry of always breaking down, but if my love for you wasn't so strong, then I would just act as if everything's ok and just go with the flow. I want to be as open with you as I possibly can and I hope that you do the same. With that said I also want you to confront me when I do things you dislike just like I did yesterday. I think it won't be good if we don't respect each others views on things even if I find them to be bull crap or if you find them to be bull crap because I didn't and well...here we are. I don't ask for much or at least don't try I just want us to get back to our prime. I believe that if we work together and help each other because that's what couples suppose to do then we'll be just fine xD. I hope you take my obsession as a healthy one because it's only out of love. I'm not one of them Eminem type fellows that want to kill you if you don't want me, but I'm not quitter either and I won't allow the things that make me happen just detach themselves from my life, besides I remember a midget that was always up under me once upon a time x3. I can't wait til we get our own apartment, I can't wait til we get jobs as nurses (LOL @ the thought of me in some scrubs, I'll be "black scrubs" LMAO @ Peter), I can't wait til we decorate Dasia's room because I want her to have the best I can offer, I'm so stoked for what life has to offer us when we get on our own. I hope we can do something special on our 4 year anniversary there, or wherever for that matter, location doesn't really matter to me. I had to make this blog because I love you and I did a better job of showing it back then but we (the relationship) is a job and with every job you got to work hard, sorry I've been such a lazy employee...but like I said yesterday, please...just please learn to let your guard down, because I got mine down and I don't plan on going anywhere and neither are you so please don't think of me as the 1/2 ass bf I used to be and think of me more as the life partner you said that I am. I love you Sam, can't wait to see what our future holds. Don't let me down babe /_\ < lmao @ my homemade trapazoid. I'll always be by your side, if you didn't know that already of course :).

*Sammy Wammy™ .: ITS THE ROC !!!!
*Sammy Wammy™ .: *throws up a diamond*
*Danny Phantom ™: yea >:O
*Danny Phantom ™: *throws up a square*
*Sammy Wammy™ .: th
*Danny Phantom ™:

(: did I forget to say that I love you? lol
oh and btw I told myself to stop not wanting to things because of my own insecurities so feel free to forcefully make me sing stuff to/with you from now on if idk the lyrics I'll just learn them (shrugs), just trying to take another step towards being a great life partner :]