phillykidd

people claim i'm wrong for not liking brandon. only 3 people understand are darian tyquan and chuck and they my brothers so they would have my back. i just don't get how people can just return when they want to and be welcomed. my sister father denied her and my mother and she waited just like sam and he came back so he could be with my mom but guess what? she shunned him out their lives and my dad became everyone dad. fee dad died so he was right under him too...until he got fucked up by my dad lmao. all i'm saying is..u don't need two fathers cuz u never know how the original is going to take it. and i obviously can't stand him. he had my baby outside waiting for him didn't come at all and then had the nerve to do something else for a long time before coming to see her. i get pissed off everytime he call man he disgust me always trying to talk to sam and for a long ass time. fucking third wheel type shit i swear he just throwing up a front to get back with sam. talking about "the love is still there" man fuck him he a user, he just using my fucking daughter and i hate it. shit why don't u give him a fucking award then. noone ever said shit good about me taking care of dasia and i'm fucking 17 i aint obligated to do shit but i do it because i take her as my ACTUAL responsibility and everything was great we were living by ourselves. refrigerator always had food in it. was never noisy. now as soon as people want to come back, drama and shit follows. omg i wish i couldve called them back and say "just stay there plz". i only had one dream..to have my own family and i got it and it's as if noone likes that, why? "i act like a baby", "i'm not mature enough", yet u are the same people that ask me for help all the time. i don't have to do anything because that's what was told me but i do it anyway cuz i like to help but that's just bullshit. people wanna complain about i don't have a job when noone helps me get the required paperwork so uhh....wdf? like i'm going to walk from town to town on foot hell naw u better get the fuck out of here. and brandon don't got a job himself so wdf? he steal beer what a great resume :|. i honestly don't like them being "cool" but i'm not the one to say "stop fucking talking to him" because not only will one complain...many will complain. "why he don't want u to talk to him? he acting real stupid" and shit like that i already know reason why i wont be here for too long anyway i'll be damned if i be in hayti for my bday shit imma do something actually something on my damn birthday fuck that. he wasn't there for her birthdays i bet he don't even know her favorite things..but yet i'm looked at as dad #2. she don't even call me daddy no more just "daniel" she calls him daddy they just had to fucking make her see him. i dont give a fuck if he your cousin if i tell u i dont want her to see him dont fucking take her there thats bullshit noone actually listens to me i say shit and it gets ignored. i said i wanted a job and needed help, noone helped me, i wanted my id, noone helped me, i didnt want her to see him, took her anyway. chuck really made me think, just to pray that they see he just putting on a lil show and not really a good father. chuck a good nigga, his dad denied him too and he aint let him get cool with him when he finally tried to be cool with him at age 21 :|! i swear everyone wanna control samantha life, saying she cant go here and do this and that. let her fucking decide thats why i never say shit cuz i don't want them to try and blame me for her decision making i don't feel like arguing with noone. maybe sam wants to be somewhere other than hayti for once in her damn life, maybe she would like it in philadelphia but no noone thinks about how she feels they just be like "no u can't go", "u gonna have me miss out on my grandchild?" uhh hello? thats HER child you're the grandparent u got a problem file for custody which u will most likely lose cuz sam is not a bad parent. i just hope brandon will be out of our lives soon and everything can be perfect again...i want my family back :/ i shall never share my child. i'm sorry for expressing my anger towards u baby, i just felt like noone had time to hear what i had to say, u know i love you. 16 months :]