phillykidd

so like im tryna figure out why people say stuff
they don't mean when they're mad or do stuff when
they're mad not dumb shit like yelling or calling
someone out of their name but some major shit
so apparently sam mom don't want me here anymore
all cause her and sam was arguing and i all of a
sudden get brought up like why invite me to stay
at your home if u gonna change your mind over
something i didn't do i didn't argue with you i didn't
disrespect you i aint do anything actually but i was
so called suppose to have a job and stuff when i came
down here when noone volunteered to help me get
a job or anything noone told me i had to do anything
just to come on down but no i'm not welcomed
anymore well i can honestly say i dont care because
i don't wanna be somewhere i'm not wanted why
everytime a arguement pop off i'm brought up like
wow i must really be the problem if i aint do a damn
thing i can go back to philly after christmas and if sam
doesn't want to stay there she don't have to but i'm
not staying here cuz i feel like i'm in the way
"tell him to go back to his momma then"
"ever since he got here u been getting smart"
"momma why can't i have dudes when sam
got daniel living with her" its always me
do yall act like yall like me or something ?
or maybe u just want me around cuz there's
no other man here and yall always need help
cuz i always put everyone before me and it
doesnt make since i could be working and
shit but aint shit here df i posed to do in this
damn town aint no buses no cabs it aint shit
here and im tired of always being the one that
is "the cause of the issue". its been a while since
i had that big fight with her its still got me thinking
bout it idk what to say i never had a girl give me
back something i got for them so it kinda fucked
me up and still does to this day so now im scared
if i say something wrong its gonna happen again and
i never thought i had to be cautious with her but
with the niggas she done fucked with in the past
i dont even blame her but still ehh its hard being on
ya toes all the time