*Danny Phantom ™: kris..
* [[.Kris.]]: yes
*Danny Phantom ™: is it bad tryna change on someone jus because ur not tryin to relive da past?
* [[.Kris.]]: It depends on if u changin fa tha good or tha bad..
* [[.Kris.]]: If u changin fa tha bad then yea it is bad, but I can understand you not wantin ta relive tha past (if that was bad as well).
*Danny Phantom ™: ionno
*Danny Phantom ™: i jus think bout diamond...alot && how she decieved me
*Danny Phantom ™: makes me kinda troublesome
* [[.Kris.]]: Yea I get where u comin from, trust. But then its not fair ta Sammy cuz you have ta have faith in her that she wouldnt do ta you wha Diamond did ta you.
* [[.Kris.]]: Its like, you begin ta push yaself away from her. And thats no good, cuz then you'll just end up losin her and then you'll neva know wha would of happened...
*Danny Phantom ™: i kno but like its hard cuz dats how it always start its all smiles and wat not and den its like im not even there nemore
* [[.Kris.]]: How long did u know Diamond befo yall got togetha?
*Danny Phantom ™: like 2 mayb 3 months
* [[.Kris.]]: And how long did u know Sammy befo yall got togetha?
*Danny Phantom ™: 3
* [[.Kris.]]: Thats it? Hmmmm...
*Danny Phantom ™: yea basically
* [[.Kris.]]: Okay but like.. compare Diamond and Sammy.. are they alike?
* [[.Kris.]]: Cuz I aint know Diamond so iono tha kinda person she was
* [[.Kris.]]: Like if she was immature and all that
*Danny Phantom ™: well theyre completly different
*Danny Phantom ™: but i jus think
*Danny Phantom ™: sumtimes older girls jus go wit younger ones to get fun out of it
*Danny Phantom ™: n wen it gets borin
*Danny Phantom ™: dey jus say fuck it
* [[.Kris.]]: lol okay wait
* [[.Kris.]]: I can get that if it was like.. a different situation. Sammy aint gettin no more out of yall relationship than you gettin. Like, yall are basically wit each otha cuz yall love each othaz personalities. Honestly. Its nothin more, she fell in love wit you cuz of ya personality. Iono how much fun she can get out of that.. or wait iono if that came out rii. But I know wha Im talkin bout. Yall situation is different. Thats like sayin Im only wit Darian ta have fun.. how much fun is we havin?? we cant do shit
* [[.Kris.]]: And I honestly think Sammy is wit you cuz she likes you/loves you. This is from wha I see.. If Im wrong, she did one hell of a job foolin me.
* [[.Kris.]]: I personally just dont see her just walkin away from you fa no reason or just givin up on yall.. she done let you talk ta ha mama, ha daughter? She let you into her life man..
*Danny Phantom ™: http://profile.imeem.com/6sNsf/music/neIVkhFP/sting_shape_of_my_heart/
*Danny Phantom ™: listen to dat
*Danny Phantom ™: dat basically describes me
*Danny Phantom ™: And if I told you that I loved you Youd maybe think theres something wrong Im not a man of too many faces The mask I wear is one Those who speak know nothing And find out to their cost Like those who curse their luck in too many places And those who smile are lost
*Danny Phantom ™: u think ashanti depressing
*Danny Phantom ™: sting is far past it
*Danny Phantom ™: ive been listenin to dis song all day
*Danny Phantom ™: at least a good 45 times
*Danny Phantom ™: i 1st heard it wakin up while da tv was on
*Danny Phantom ™: and like dat shit fuckin touched me dude
* [[.Kris.]]: Daniel
*Danny Phantom ™: yes
* [[.Kris.]]: I swear we're so fuckin alike in many ways.. its krazii.
* [[.Kris.]]: And like
* [[.Kris.]]: I cant sit here and tell you wha u should do and blahzay blah cuz Im like.. well shit... ion even follow my own advice.. even tho I know its rii.
* [[.Kris.]]: Only cuz, it makes tha most sense.
*Danny Phantom ™: i dont listen to noone cuz dats all ive been doin all my life
*Danny Phantom ™: even wen i try to
*Danny Phantom ™: it never happens
*Danny Phantom ™: i try so hard to establish myself
*Danny Phantom ™: and earn respect
*Danny Phantom ™: i start not to care for anyones feelins
* [[.Kris.]]: But then its like.. how could you not care bout Sammy'z feelins? She's pose ta be like, yo otha half. Tha one whos pose ta make everything wrong.. rii
*Danny Phantom ™: i kno..but like..im 16 kris...as far as da state goes im still a minor...shes 19 turns 20 in a month, has a kid, job, a family, all da shit i dont have && i basically be tryna tell myself i can handle it knowin i cant
*Danny Phantom ™: i cant be the man she so calls say i am
*Danny Phantom ™: im a boy
*Danny Phantom ™: nuthin more
*Danny Phantom ™: im not mature, ive been so dependent dat i mite never be a man, and i basically am alone wen it comes to dis so called family i got
* [[.Kris.]]: wow im so mad that i was thinkin bout this shit last night.. ON MY MAMA.. but wit me and Darian. UGH ion wanna keep usin us as an example but our situations is so much alike its hard not ta..
* [[.Kris.]]: Thats why when Sammy comes ta me and says shit, I really do sit back like..
* [[.Kris.]]: but he is only 16..
* [[.Kris.]]: you cant expect tha same out of a 16 yr old that you would a 19 yr old
* [[.Kris.]]: its just.. not reasonable
* [[.Kris.]]: But she knew wha she was gettin into when she got wit a 16 yr old. Im not sayin nothin is wrong wit yall lol but.. you just said it all up there^^
* [[.Kris.]]: Its just complicated cuz.. you have these feelins inside (above) and ur tryna be everything that Sammy expects u ta be but sometimes.. u just cant.
* [[.Kris.]]: And THATS when u have ta take a step back and do wuz best fa u
* [[.Kris.]]: Cuz if you dont look out fa yaself.. no one will
* [[.Kris.]]: and you know i stand behind that cuz i alwayz have
* [[.Kris.]]: even if it does involve hurtin otha peoplez feelinz..
*Danny Phantom ™: i kno..i kno
*Danny Phantom ™: i dont think im complete myself to be honest
*Danny Phantom ™: like da past took parts of me
*Danny Phantom ™: from da users to the temporary runaways
*Danny Phantom ™: dey all been able to take a bite out of me
*Danny Phantom ™: which is why i vowed in 08 to start not carin
*Danny Phantom ™: its already bad enough half of my heart was in my dad
*Danny Phantom ™: n he past..
*Danny Phantom ™: so yea
*Danny Phantom ™: i only have lil of wat i can take
*Danny Phantom ™: and wen i try to apologize cuz i mite be depressed and act evil towards ppl
*Danny Phantom ™: its because im not stable
*Danny Phantom ™: ionn even kno where ill be next month because my mom and my stepdad broke up
*Danny Phantom ™: dis is his house
*Danny Phantom ™: i mite jus go homeless
* [[.Kris.]]:
*Danny Phantom ™: my mom is selfish with her
*Danny Phantom ™: money
*Danny Phantom ™: she never likes to spend it
*Danny Phantom ™: n like i try so hard to not vent to these so called yahoo ppl
*Danny Phantom ™: but dey jus b in da way
* [[.Kris.]]: yea
*Danny Phantom ™: n i end up doin it
*Danny Phantom ™: and everytime i try to make myself "ok" for sammy i breakdown
*Danny Phantom ™: n i end up snappin and bein ignorant
*Danny Phantom ™: its like i want her to leave a potentially bad situation but im tryna make it work
*Danny Phantom ™: because ionno whether imma even be alive by my birthday
* [[.Kris.]]: dont say that
*Danny Phantom ™: no
*Danny Phantom ™: i will
*Danny Phantom ™: my stepdad family tried to jump me not so long ago
*Danny Phantom ™: my mom so arrogant dat she doesnt care wat happens to me
*Danny Phantom ™: jus as long as shes ok
* [[.Kris.]]: smh
*Danny Phantom ™: my life is on da line cuz of her
*Danny Phantom ™: i cant even b outside sometimes
*Danny Phantom ™: its jus me my mom n my brother
*Danny Phantom ™: against a big ass family
*Danny Phantom ™: she setted us up for it
*Danny Phantom ™: which is y my brother dont even be around anymore
*Danny Phantom ™: n im tryin so hard to still be wat sammy sees in me
*Danny Phantom ™: but i cant cuz if i do
*Danny Phantom ™: i think i wont live pretty long
*Danny Phantom ™: due to da situation ive been put it
*Danny Phantom ™: in*
* [[.Kris.]]: man ugh.. have u told sammy any of this!? like this is some serious type shit
* [[.Kris.]]: If she knew you was feelin all this inside, I bet you anything she would undastand..
*Danny Phantom ™: well she knos wats goin on wit my family
*Danny Phantom ™: but like
*Danny Phantom ™: she doesnt kno how my heart is
*Danny Phantom ™: its bruised
*Danny Phantom ™: badly
*Danny Phantom ™: i lost alot of friends
*Danny Phantom ™: i lost family dese past days
*Danny Phantom ™: but ive been puttin on a front
*Danny Phantom ™: actin like im ok
*Danny Phantom ™: knowin damn well im not
*Danny Phantom ™: jus cuz i dont want her to stress n worry
*Danny Phantom ™: ugh man dis is so hard man
*Danny Phantom ™: im tryin my best not to cry man
*Danny Phantom ™: im strong man
*Danny Phantom ™: my name is daniel dammit
* [[.Kris.]]: Smh, Daniel.. you can cry
*Danny Phantom ™: no
*Danny Phantom ™: i dont want to
* [[.Kris.]]:
*Danny Phantom ™: i have to stand my ground
*Danny Phantom ™: i wanna be a man
*Danny Phantom ™: i wanna be wat sam needs
* [[.Kris.]]: man..
* [[.Kris.]]: You think that if you cry.. ur not bein what Sammy needz?! Thingz happen Daniel! Shit happens. And wha u goin through rii now is not some lil ass stuff! Like wtf ur goin through now is stressful as hell, ALL THAT! And we alreadii established ur only 16, ur not tha man Daniel. And honestly, if Sammy doesnt get that sometimes u needa cry.. u needa vent or u need her shoulder ta cry on.. then its like.. ta hell wit Sammy. But I know shes not like that!! I just wish you would give her tha benefit out tha doubt.
* [[.Kris.]]: If anything rii now.. you should be talkin ta Sammy. She tha one who needa hear all this.
* [[.Kris.]]: She needs ta know where u comin from and how you feelin. Thats yo otha half!! You cant leave her in tha dark.
*Danny Phantom ™: well i guess she can jus here it wenever she comes back i guess..
* [[.Kris.]]: Why cant u call her?
* [[.Kris.]]: You needa do it now.. not let how you feelin rii now rest and bring it back up. While u talkin bout it ta me rii now, get it outta tha way wit her too..
* [[.Kris.]]: If it was me, and my man was feelin like this and he NEEDED ta talk ta me at.. 1? 2?am in tha mornin, i wouldnt give two fuckz.. i would WANT him ta call me or come see me.. wuteva
* [[.Kris.]]: Thats wha u do in a relationship..
*Danny Phantom ™: i kno kris but i cant..i jus cant
* [[.Kris.]]: Daniel.. why??
* [[.Kris.]]: What is stoppin you?
*Danny Phantom ™: because kris im scared ok, i dont like to show my weakness and stress is my weakness i show dat to her im basically showin i cant take it
* [[.Kris.]]: okay.. time fa anotha example
* [[.Kris.]]: lol ur really not tellin me nothin i aint alreadii been through
* [[.Kris.]]: Im like that too okay.. a whooooooooooooooole lotta shit has happened in my life within tha past year where ive had ta do alotta growin. I cant even do all tha fun shit a 18 yr old gets ta do.. my first year in college i had just turned 17.. i was in a university nigga whaaaaaat?! im pose ta be livin it up rii?! I couldnt.. i hadda worry bout basically raisin a house and takin care of a family.. THAT I DIDNT CREATE.. keep in mind. And all this time.. i hadda be tha strong one.. i hadda be like, tha mom of tha house seriously. I couldnt show my weaknesses.. nothing
* [[.Kris.]]: And like alreadii, im a hard person straight out tha gate.. ion like askin fa help or nothin but it comes a time
* [[.Kris.]]: in ya life where u gotta put ya pride, and thats all it is, aside.
* [[.Kris.]]: cuz pride aint gone get u NO WHERE. trust me
* [[.Kris.]]: i aint have no FRIENDS.. nobody ta go ta and talk ta bout all this
* [[.Kris.]]: cuz fa one i just hate girlz.. and tha girlz i was fuckin wit i hated
* [[.Kris.]]: but it took everything in me.. ta be like gawd i need SOMEBODY.. and my somebody was who? Darian..
* [[.Kris.]]: i cried ta that nigga.. and like why did i go ta him?? cuz he's like.. my support. he really is and thats wha sammy is pose ta be ta u
* [[.Kris.]]: if u cant go ta sammy.. then who do u have!??!?! nobody??
*Danny Phantom ™: ionno...its very confusin
* [[.Kris.]]: I know it is, all I can do is just tell you how I feel bout it and wha I feel would be best fa you. But in tha end YOU gone do wha you think is tha best fa you, I can only hope its tha rii decision.
*Danny Phantom ™: yea...ur rite
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mindyour.fxckin_business: i
mindyour.fxckin_business: am almost speechless
mindyour.fxckin_business: cus its jus like....
mindyour.fxckin_business: damn yu got a lot goin on
*Danny Phantom ™: yea...i dont want to tell sam i jus think its too much
mindyour.fxckin_business: well
mindyour.fxckin_business: you know that the two main parts of love are trust and honesty
mindyour.fxckin_business: and if you love her you can trust her enough to be honest with her
*Danny Phantom ™: i kno
*Danny Phantom ™: i jus dont want her to worry
*Danny Phantom ™: && i do trust her
*Danny Phantom ™: i jus wanna make sure im doin da rite thing
mindyour.fxckin_business: i think its better to have her worry because she knows whats wrong then worry about the status of your relationship because she doesn't know whats wrong'
mindyour.fxckin_business: like iono if you know this
mindyour.fxckin_business: but when somethings going on with you
mindyour.fxckin_business: people can see it
mindyour.fxckin_business: even when you try to hide it
mindyour.fxckin_business: so its gotta be hurtin her
mindyour.fxckin_business: that she knows something going on with you
mindyour.fxckin_business: and you won't tell her
*Danny Phantom ™: yea tru
mindyour.fxckin_business: so i think you should really just get it out in the open
mindyour.fxckin_business: cus i think a major part of being "the man sammy needs you to be" is being able to share your life with each other
*Danny Phantom ™: smh @ me cryin
*Danny Phantom ™: i dont cry
*Danny Phantom ™: im "daniel"
mindyour.fxckin_business: fuck that. cry if you need to
mindyour.fxckin_business: you obviously need to cus you are
mindyour.fxckin_business: ain't nobody here but me
mindyour.fxckin_business: i won't tell
mindyour.fxckin_business:
mindyour.fxckin_business: its gone be okay lil brother
mindyour.fxckin_business: i promise
mindyour.fxckin_business: yea shit sucks now; && it might suck for a while
mindyour.fxckin_business: but it is gone get better
mindyour.fxckin_business: you gotta believe that danny
mindyour.fxckin_business: u gone make me cry i swear
*Danny Phantom ™: sorry
mindyour.fxckin_business: its okay
mindyour.fxckin_business: i love you danny
mindyour.fxckin_business: && i'm here for you no matter what
*Danny Phantom ™: love u too
*Danny Phantom ™: if u listened to dat song
*Danny Phantom ™: u would kno wat i mean
*Danny Phantom ™: it made kris almost cry
mindyour.fxckin_business: i did; i've heard it before. i almost started to cry when it came on
*Danny Phantom ™: like
*Danny Phantom ™: i love sam so much
*Danny Phantom ™: but i have so much strain on me
*Danny Phantom ™: dats it so hard on me to make everything seem ok
mindyour.fxckin_business: then don't. everythings not always okay && its stupid to make shit seem okay when it ain't
mindyour.fxckin_business: yu jus gotta put it out there
mindyour.fxckin_business: && let her know
mindyour.fxckin_business: so that yall can face it together
mindyour.fxckin_business: cus it might be too much for you to handle on ur own
mindyour.fxckin_business: buh thats why you got ppl
mindyour.fxckin_business: even if its just yahoo or talkin on the phone
mindyour.fxckin_business: you got ppl that love you daniel
mindyour.fxckin_business: && you gotta let those ppl help
Hmm Mite Not Be Back Til Superbowl Sunday So Yea Im Out
`1
* [[.Kris.]]: yes
*Danny Phantom ™: is it bad tryna change on someone jus because ur not tryin to relive da past?
* [[.Kris.]]: It depends on if u changin fa tha good or tha bad..
* [[.Kris.]]: If u changin fa tha bad then yea it is bad, but I can understand you not wantin ta relive tha past (if that was bad as well).
*Danny Phantom ™: ionno
*Danny Phantom ™: i jus think bout diamond...alot && how she decieved me
*Danny Phantom ™: makes me kinda troublesome
* [[.Kris.]]: Yea I get where u comin from, trust. But then its not fair ta Sammy cuz you have ta have faith in her that she wouldnt do ta you wha Diamond did ta you.
* [[.Kris.]]: Its like, you begin ta push yaself away from her. And thats no good, cuz then you'll just end up losin her and then you'll neva know wha would of happened...
*Danny Phantom ™: i kno but like its hard cuz dats how it always start its all smiles and wat not and den its like im not even there nemore
* [[.Kris.]]: How long did u know Diamond befo yall got togetha?
*Danny Phantom ™: like 2 mayb 3 months
* [[.Kris.]]: And how long did u know Sammy befo yall got togetha?
*Danny Phantom ™: 3
* [[.Kris.]]: Thats it? Hmmmm...
*Danny Phantom ™: yea basically
* [[.Kris.]]: Okay but like.. compare Diamond and Sammy.. are they alike?
* [[.Kris.]]: Cuz I aint know Diamond so iono tha kinda person she was
* [[.Kris.]]: Like if she was immature and all that
*Danny Phantom ™: well theyre completly different
*Danny Phantom ™: but i jus think
*Danny Phantom ™: sumtimes older girls jus go wit younger ones to get fun out of it
*Danny Phantom ™: n wen it gets borin
*Danny Phantom ™: dey jus say fuck it
* [[.Kris.]]: lol okay wait
* [[.Kris.]]: I can get that if it was like.. a different situation. Sammy aint gettin no more out of yall relationship than you gettin. Like, yall are basically wit each otha cuz yall love each othaz personalities. Honestly. Its nothin more, she fell in love wit you cuz of ya personality. Iono how much fun she can get out of that.. or wait iono if that came out rii. But I know wha Im talkin bout. Yall situation is different. Thats like sayin Im only wit Darian ta have fun.. how much fun is we havin?? we cant do shit
* [[.Kris.]]: And I honestly think Sammy is wit you cuz she likes you/loves you. This is from wha I see.. If Im wrong, she did one hell of a job foolin me.
* [[.Kris.]]: I personally just dont see her just walkin away from you fa no reason or just givin up on yall.. she done let you talk ta ha mama, ha daughter? She let you into her life man..
*Danny Phantom ™: http://profile.imeem.com/6sNsf/music/neIVkhFP/sting_shape_of_my_heart/
*Danny Phantom ™: listen to dat
*Danny Phantom ™: dat basically describes me
*Danny Phantom ™: And if I told you that I loved you Youd maybe think theres something wrong Im not a man of too many faces The mask I wear is one Those who speak know nothing And find out to their cost Like those who curse their luck in too many places And those who smile are lost
*Danny Phantom ™: u think ashanti depressing
*Danny Phantom ™: sting is far past it
*Danny Phantom ™: ive been listenin to dis song all day
*Danny Phantom ™: at least a good 45 times
*Danny Phantom ™: i 1st heard it wakin up while da tv was on
*Danny Phantom ™: and like dat shit fuckin touched me dude
* [[.Kris.]]: Daniel
*Danny Phantom ™: yes
* [[.Kris.]]: I swear we're so fuckin alike in many ways.. its krazii.
* [[.Kris.]]: And like
* [[.Kris.]]: I cant sit here and tell you wha u should do and blahzay blah cuz Im like.. well shit... ion even follow my own advice.. even tho I know its rii.
* [[.Kris.]]: Only cuz, it makes tha most sense.
*Danny Phantom ™: i dont listen to noone cuz dats all ive been doin all my life
*Danny Phantom ™: even wen i try to
*Danny Phantom ™: it never happens
*Danny Phantom ™: i try so hard to establish myself
*Danny Phantom ™: and earn respect
*Danny Phantom ™: i start not to care for anyones feelins
* [[.Kris.]]: But then its like.. how could you not care bout Sammy'z feelins? She's pose ta be like, yo otha half. Tha one whos pose ta make everything wrong.. rii
*Danny Phantom ™: i kno..but like..im 16 kris...as far as da state goes im still a minor...shes 19 turns 20 in a month, has a kid, job, a family, all da shit i dont have && i basically be tryna tell myself i can handle it knowin i cant
*Danny Phantom ™: i cant be the man she so calls say i am
*Danny Phantom ™: im a boy
*Danny Phantom ™: nuthin more
*Danny Phantom ™: im not mature, ive been so dependent dat i mite never be a man, and i basically am alone wen it comes to dis so called family i got
* [[.Kris.]]: wow im so mad that i was thinkin bout this shit last night.. ON MY MAMA.. but wit me and Darian. UGH ion wanna keep usin us as an example but our situations is so much alike its hard not ta..
* [[.Kris.]]: Thats why when Sammy comes ta me and says shit, I really do sit back like..
* [[.Kris.]]: but he is only 16..
* [[.Kris.]]: you cant expect tha same out of a 16 yr old that you would a 19 yr old
* [[.Kris.]]: its just.. not reasonable
* [[.Kris.]]: But she knew wha she was gettin into when she got wit a 16 yr old. Im not sayin nothin is wrong wit yall lol but.. you just said it all up there^^
* [[.Kris.]]: Its just complicated cuz.. you have these feelins inside (above) and ur tryna be everything that Sammy expects u ta be but sometimes.. u just cant.
* [[.Kris.]]: And THATS when u have ta take a step back and do wuz best fa u
* [[.Kris.]]: Cuz if you dont look out fa yaself.. no one will
* [[.Kris.]]: and you know i stand behind that cuz i alwayz have
* [[.Kris.]]: even if it does involve hurtin otha peoplez feelinz..
*Danny Phantom ™: i kno..i kno
*Danny Phantom ™: i dont think im complete myself to be honest
*Danny Phantom ™: like da past took parts of me
*Danny Phantom ™: from da users to the temporary runaways
*Danny Phantom ™: dey all been able to take a bite out of me
*Danny Phantom ™: which is why i vowed in 08 to start not carin
*Danny Phantom ™: its already bad enough half of my heart was in my dad
*Danny Phantom ™: n he past..
*Danny Phantom ™: so yea
*Danny Phantom ™: i only have lil of wat i can take
*Danny Phantom ™: and wen i try to apologize cuz i mite be depressed and act evil towards ppl
*Danny Phantom ™: its because im not stable
*Danny Phantom ™: ionn even kno where ill be next month because my mom and my stepdad broke up
*Danny Phantom ™: dis is his house
*Danny Phantom ™: i mite jus go homeless
* [[.Kris.]]:
*Danny Phantom ™: my mom is selfish with her
*Danny Phantom ™: money
*Danny Phantom ™: she never likes to spend it
*Danny Phantom ™: n like i try so hard to not vent to these so called yahoo ppl
*Danny Phantom ™: but dey jus b in da way
* [[.Kris.]]: yea
*Danny Phantom ™: n i end up doin it
*Danny Phantom ™: and everytime i try to make myself "ok" for sammy i breakdown
*Danny Phantom ™: n i end up snappin and bein ignorant
*Danny Phantom ™: its like i want her to leave a potentially bad situation but im tryna make it work
*Danny Phantom ™: because ionno whether imma even be alive by my birthday
* [[.Kris.]]: dont say that
*Danny Phantom ™: no
*Danny Phantom ™: i will
*Danny Phantom ™: my stepdad family tried to jump me not so long ago
*Danny Phantom ™: my mom so arrogant dat she doesnt care wat happens to me
*Danny Phantom ™: jus as long as shes ok
* [[.Kris.]]: smh
*Danny Phantom ™: my life is on da line cuz of her
*Danny Phantom ™: i cant even b outside sometimes
*Danny Phantom ™: its jus me my mom n my brother
*Danny Phantom ™: against a big ass family
*Danny Phantom ™: she setted us up for it
*Danny Phantom ™: which is y my brother dont even be around anymore
*Danny Phantom ™: n im tryin so hard to still be wat sammy sees in me
*Danny Phantom ™: but i cant cuz if i do
*Danny Phantom ™: i think i wont live pretty long
*Danny Phantom ™: due to da situation ive been put it
*Danny Phantom ™: in*
* [[.Kris.]]: man ugh.. have u told sammy any of this!? like this is some serious type shit
* [[.Kris.]]: If she knew you was feelin all this inside, I bet you anything she would undastand..
*Danny Phantom ™: well she knos wats goin on wit my family
*Danny Phantom ™: but like
*Danny Phantom ™: she doesnt kno how my heart is
*Danny Phantom ™: its bruised
*Danny Phantom ™: badly
*Danny Phantom ™: i lost alot of friends
*Danny Phantom ™: i lost family dese past days
*Danny Phantom ™: but ive been puttin on a front
*Danny Phantom ™: actin like im ok
*Danny Phantom ™: knowin damn well im not
*Danny Phantom ™: jus cuz i dont want her to stress n worry
*Danny Phantom ™: ugh man dis is so hard man
*Danny Phantom ™: im tryin my best not to cry man
*Danny Phantom ™: im strong man
*Danny Phantom ™: my name is daniel dammit
* [[.Kris.]]: Smh, Daniel.. you can cry
*Danny Phantom ™: no
*Danny Phantom ™: i dont want to
* [[.Kris.]]:
*Danny Phantom ™: i have to stand my ground
*Danny Phantom ™: i wanna be a man
*Danny Phantom ™: i wanna be wat sam needs
* [[.Kris.]]: man..
* [[.Kris.]]: You think that if you cry.. ur not bein what Sammy needz?! Thingz happen Daniel! Shit happens. And wha u goin through rii now is not some lil ass stuff! Like wtf ur goin through now is stressful as hell, ALL THAT! And we alreadii established ur only 16, ur not tha man Daniel. And honestly, if Sammy doesnt get that sometimes u needa cry.. u needa vent or u need her shoulder ta cry on.. then its like.. ta hell wit Sammy. But I know shes not like that!! I just wish you would give her tha benefit out tha doubt.
* [[.Kris.]]: If anything rii now.. you should be talkin ta Sammy. She tha one who needa hear all this.
* [[.Kris.]]: She needs ta know where u comin from and how you feelin. Thats yo otha half!! You cant leave her in tha dark.
*Danny Phantom ™: well i guess she can jus here it wenever she comes back i guess..
* [[.Kris.]]: Why cant u call her?
* [[.Kris.]]: You needa do it now.. not let how you feelin rii now rest and bring it back up. While u talkin bout it ta me rii now, get it outta tha way wit her too..
* [[.Kris.]]: If it was me, and my man was feelin like this and he NEEDED ta talk ta me at.. 1? 2?am in tha mornin, i wouldnt give two fuckz.. i would WANT him ta call me or come see me.. wuteva
* [[.Kris.]]: Thats wha u do in a relationship..
*Danny Phantom ™: i kno kris but i cant..i jus cant
* [[.Kris.]]: Daniel.. why??
* [[.Kris.]]: What is stoppin you?
*Danny Phantom ™: because kris im scared ok, i dont like to show my weakness and stress is my weakness i show dat to her im basically showin i cant take it
* [[.Kris.]]: okay.. time fa anotha example
* [[.Kris.]]: lol ur really not tellin me nothin i aint alreadii been through
* [[.Kris.]]: Im like that too okay.. a whooooooooooooooole lotta shit has happened in my life within tha past year where ive had ta do alotta growin. I cant even do all tha fun shit a 18 yr old gets ta do.. my first year in college i had just turned 17.. i was in a university nigga whaaaaaat?! im pose ta be livin it up rii?! I couldnt.. i hadda worry bout basically raisin a house and takin care of a family.. THAT I DIDNT CREATE.. keep in mind. And all this time.. i hadda be tha strong one.. i hadda be like, tha mom of tha house seriously. I couldnt show my weaknesses.. nothing
* [[.Kris.]]: And like alreadii, im a hard person straight out tha gate.. ion like askin fa help or nothin but it comes a time
* [[.Kris.]]: in ya life where u gotta put ya pride, and thats all it is, aside.
* [[.Kris.]]: cuz pride aint gone get u NO WHERE. trust me
* [[.Kris.]]: i aint have no FRIENDS.. nobody ta go ta and talk ta bout all this
* [[.Kris.]]: cuz fa one i just hate girlz.. and tha girlz i was fuckin wit i hated
* [[.Kris.]]: but it took everything in me.. ta be like gawd i need SOMEBODY.. and my somebody was who? Darian..
* [[.Kris.]]: i cried ta that nigga.. and like why did i go ta him?? cuz he's like.. my support. he really is and thats wha sammy is pose ta be ta u
* [[.Kris.]]: if u cant go ta sammy.. then who do u have!??!?! nobody??
*Danny Phantom ™: ionno...its very confusin
* [[.Kris.]]: I know it is, all I can do is just tell you how I feel bout it and wha I feel would be best fa you. But in tha end YOU gone do wha you think is tha best fa you, I can only hope its tha rii decision.
*Danny Phantom ™: yea...ur rite
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mindyour.fxckin_business: i
mindyour.fxckin_business: am almost speechless
mindyour.fxckin_business: cus its jus like....
mindyour.fxckin_business: damn yu got a lot goin on
*Danny Phantom ™: yea...i dont want to tell sam i jus think its too much
mindyour.fxckin_business: well
mindyour.fxckin_business: you know that the two main parts of love are trust and honesty
mindyour.fxckin_business: and if you love her you can trust her enough to be honest with her
*Danny Phantom ™: i kno
*Danny Phantom ™: i jus dont want her to worry
*Danny Phantom ™: && i do trust her
*Danny Phantom ™: i jus wanna make sure im doin da rite thing
mindyour.fxckin_business: i think its better to have her worry because she knows whats wrong then worry about the status of your relationship because she doesn't know whats wrong'
mindyour.fxckin_business: like iono if you know this
mindyour.fxckin_business: but when somethings going on with you
mindyour.fxckin_business: people can see it
mindyour.fxckin_business: even when you try to hide it
mindyour.fxckin_business: so its gotta be hurtin her
mindyour.fxckin_business: that she knows something going on with you
mindyour.fxckin_business: and you won't tell her
*Danny Phantom ™: yea tru
mindyour.fxckin_business: so i think you should really just get it out in the open
mindyour.fxckin_business: cus i think a major part of being "the man sammy needs you to be" is being able to share your life with each other
*Danny Phantom ™: smh @ me cryin
*Danny Phantom ™: i dont cry
*Danny Phantom ™: im "daniel"
mindyour.fxckin_business: fuck that. cry if you need to
mindyour.fxckin_business: you obviously need to cus you are
mindyour.fxckin_business: ain't nobody here but me
mindyour.fxckin_business: i won't tell
mindyour.fxckin_business:
mindyour.fxckin_business: its gone be okay lil brother
mindyour.fxckin_business: i promise
mindyour.fxckin_business: yea shit sucks now; && it might suck for a while
mindyour.fxckin_business: but it is gone get better
mindyour.fxckin_business: you gotta believe that danny
mindyour.fxckin_business: u gone make me cry i swear
*Danny Phantom ™: sorry
mindyour.fxckin_business: its okay
mindyour.fxckin_business: i love you danny
mindyour.fxckin_business: && i'm here for you no matter what
*Danny Phantom ™: love u too
*Danny Phantom ™: if u listened to dat song
*Danny Phantom ™: u would kno wat i mean
*Danny Phantom ™: it made kris almost cry
mindyour.fxckin_business: i did; i've heard it before. i almost started to cry when it came on
*Danny Phantom ™: like
*Danny Phantom ™: i love sam so much
*Danny Phantom ™: but i have so much strain on me
*Danny Phantom ™: dats it so hard on me to make everything seem ok
mindyour.fxckin_business: then don't. everythings not always okay && its stupid to make shit seem okay when it ain't
mindyour.fxckin_business: yu jus gotta put it out there
mindyour.fxckin_business: && let her know
mindyour.fxckin_business: so that yall can face it together
mindyour.fxckin_business: cus it might be too much for you to handle on ur own
mindyour.fxckin_business: buh thats why you got ppl
mindyour.fxckin_business: even if its just yahoo or talkin on the phone
mindyour.fxckin_business: you got ppl that love you daniel
mindyour.fxckin_business: && you gotta let those ppl help
Hmm Mite Not Be Back Til Superbowl Sunday So Yea Im Out
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