So Like I'm Thinkin...
Various Thoughts Driving Throughout My Head
Looking Through Old Blogs
Old Texts, Blah Blah
Trying To Find That Thing That Will Wake Me Up
And Like I Read New Year's Blog
And Like I'm Disappointed In Myself
Because I Broke A Promise No....I Broke More Than That
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I Promise To Never Hold Grudges Or Hold On To The Past
I Promise To Never Be The Reason U Cry
I Promise To Be Strong
I Promise To Always Be Open To You No Matter Where U Are
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Yepp 4...Maybe More But Those Are The Main Ones
I Feel Bad Now Because I Know Ive Been Holdin On To The Deceit Of The Past
I Know I Made Her Cry
I Know Ive Been Weak
And I Know I Havent Been Open To Her
And Its Ridiculous Like
Why Am I Doin Dis To Her?
All Shes Tryna Do Is Be The Reason I Can Smile
And I Take Out My Frustration Because Of My Current Situation
And Thats Not Rite Because I Know
She Would Never Do That To Me
So Like I Was On Cam Last Nite Talking To Ash
And Like I Was Thinking About Sam
And I Just Started Crying
Not Caring That Ash Is Looking
It Looked Like She Was Finna Cry With Me
Cuz As Much Shit Im Goin Through
She Needed To Know FIRST
But Im So Worried Bout
"Well What Bout Her Gettin Worried And Stuff"
FUCK THAT
Because It Makes Her Mad When I Dont Open Up To Her
I Should Know That She Can Take It And I Do
I Jus Be Too Fuckin Naive Sometimes And I Need To Stop It
......Like Now
Because Sooner Or Later
People Can Only Take So Much Bullshit
And Its Bout Time I Let All That Go
That Diamond Shit
That Ionno Where Imma Be Soon Shit
All That
Out The Fucking Window
Fuck That Shit Man
My Eyes Is On Sam From Now On And How She Feels
Because Believe It Or Not
Shes The Only One That Can Save Me From Philly Rite Now
And She Wants To And Shes Willing Too
But I Cant Push Her Away Cuz Of Past Experiences
That Shit...GONE
That Whole Wanna Be The Man Shit...GONE
She Obviously Was Fine With The Way I Was
Why Try To Change So Fast When It Can Come Gradually
Stop Putting So Much Thought In It And It Will Happen
Damn I Hate When Logic Hits At The Wrong Time
But Yea Im Finna Fix This So Yea
`Gone
Various Thoughts Driving Throughout My Head
Looking Through Old Blogs
Old Texts, Blah Blah
Trying To Find That Thing That Will Wake Me Up
And Like I Read New Year's Blog
And Like I'm Disappointed In Myself
Because I Broke A Promise No....I Broke More Than That
------------------------------------------------------------
I Promise To Never Hold Grudges Or Hold On To The Past
I Promise To Never Be The Reason U Cry
I Promise To Be Strong
I Promise To Always Be Open To You No Matter Where U Are
-------------------------------------------------------------
Yepp 4...Maybe More But Those Are The Main Ones
I Feel Bad Now Because I Know Ive Been Holdin On To The Deceit Of The Past
I Know I Made Her Cry
I Know Ive Been Weak
And I Know I Havent Been Open To Her
And Its Ridiculous Like
Why Am I Doin Dis To Her?
All Shes Tryna Do Is Be The Reason I Can Smile
And I Take Out My Frustration Because Of My Current Situation
And Thats Not Rite Because I Know
She Would Never Do That To Me
So Like I Was On Cam Last Nite Talking To Ash
And Like I Was Thinking About Sam
And I Just Started Crying
Not Caring That Ash Is Looking
It Looked Like She Was Finna Cry With Me
Cuz As Much Shit Im Goin Through
She Needed To Know FIRST
But Im So Worried Bout
"Well What Bout Her Gettin Worried And Stuff"
FUCK THAT
Because It Makes Her Mad When I Dont Open Up To Her
I Should Know That She Can Take It And I Do
I Jus Be Too Fuckin Naive Sometimes And I Need To Stop It
......Like Now
Because Sooner Or Later
People Can Only Take So Much Bullshit
And Its Bout Time I Let All That Go
That Diamond Shit
That Ionno Where Imma Be Soon Shit
All That
Out The Fucking Window
Fuck That Shit Man
My Eyes Is On Sam From Now On And How She Feels
Because Believe It Or Not
Shes The Only One That Can Save Me From Philly Rite Now
And She Wants To And Shes Willing Too
But I Cant Push Her Away Cuz Of Past Experiences
That Shit...GONE
That Whole Wanna Be The Man Shit...GONE
She Obviously Was Fine With The Way I Was
Why Try To Change So Fast When It Can Come Gradually
Stop Putting So Much Thought In It And It Will Happen
Damn I Hate When Logic Hits At The Wrong Time
But Yea Im Finna Fix This So Yea
`Gone
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