Time For A Change

Okay..So Basically Today Officially Marked My Motivation To Get A Job, Cuz I Cant Take This So Called "Home" Anymore.

So I Come Home And Well I Got A Interim Report From Last Year Wait Wait Imma Say It Again LAST YEAR, And It Just Now Gettin Here, So She Tells Me About It And Starts Snappin Cuz I Was Failin U.S. History And Algebra II. Plz Note That I Am Not Used To A Manual Labor Ya Know...Pen && Pad, Im Basically Allergic To Em, I Was Born Around A Computer, Always Have Been && Always Will. She Always Expected Me To Be The Prodigy, Never My Big Brother Or My Big Sister But Me Just Cuz My Father Was Smart. 2 People Can Fuck But Can Still Have An Average Baby So What Da Fuck? She Always Talked Bout How She Went To These Good Schools And College And How She Accomplished All This Stuff, And Talkin Bout How She Want Me To Be Like That, Stay Sayin She Not Pressurin But U Dont Know How Im Takin It. Ive Been Takin Dis Bullshit For Far Too Long, Ever Since My Dad Died I Always Been Dedicated To The Computer, Like I Knew It Was Gonna Be Huge Wen I Got Older And Now Look At It...U Ggot Fuckin Online Schools Like Damn Basically The Pen && Pad Gettin Kinda Old. She Doesnt Understand That My Main Skill Is Typing. I Begged Her So Bad To Fuckin Transfer Me To PA Cyber (An Online Home School) But No...She Wanna Be Selfish And Not Even Call. I Mean If It Aint Bout Her She Basically Doesnt Care. Bitch Doesnt Know How To Use A Computer But When Its Time To Fill Out Her Community College Applications Online Who Does She Look At?....Yup Me. My Stepdad Snappin And Shit Like What Da Fuck, U Didnt Even Finish School Man Shut Da Fuck Up U Aint My Real Dad. My Cousin Came Home And Knew Something Was Wrong, They Told Me I Couldnt Get On My Desktop Dumasses Forgot Bout My Laptop, I Had A Long Talk Wit Him. "Man I Had To Get Myself Transferred Man I Dont Even Like Depending On People Anymore, U Smart Man, But U Have A Certain Technique That Only Relates To Computers, If U Need Help U Know U Got Me" And Hes Just 14 Yet Hes Mature Just Like Me Like Wow We Used To Hate Eachother But Now I Look At Him As A Lil Brother. I Always Have Deep Discussions With Him. He Finna Leave Here Too, With His Brother Gettin They Own Apartment And Stuff, We Talked Bout Gettin Me Emancipated So When I Leave They Wouldnt File Me As A Runaway. Now That He Knows I Wanna Leave Hes Gonna Do Whatever To Get Me A Job. I Already Thought It Threw But I Wanted To Ensure That I Asked Her 1st...

Daniel Pinion: hm
Daniel Pinion: random question
*Sammy P. ™: yesssum ?
Daniel Pinion: if i were to so get a job, save sum money && pack my things, get a job transfer to st louis and fly off st louis would u take me in?
*Sammy P. ™: yea why wouldn't i ?
Daniel Pinion: not questionin u jus wanted to kno
Daniel Pinion: thanks

Now Its Set. Im Gettin A Job. The 1st Month I Planned To Get Me A MacBook, And I Still Am. After That Imma Save My Paychecks Til The Summer Hits Pick A Nite To Leave, Delete All My Remains On My Desktop, Call A Taxi, Pack Up My Things And Leave Philly. I Cant Take This Shit No More, My Mom Made Me Cry And Shit Today, Makin Me Feel Like Im A Failure And Shit, Like I Shouldnt Have Been Born, But Please Believe April...Sammy Still Comin, She Owes Me And Her That. "Yea..We Gotta Meet How Bout During Easter Break?" She Said It To Sammy So It Has To Happen. Thats The 1st And Last Time She Seeing Her, Im Leaving All My Remains And Starting Over...Except For My Clothes And Laptops Of Course. Imma Get A Job Down St Louis And Help Around The House. Be A Great Father To Dasia, Finish School And Start Working On Gettin My Degree To Be A Certified Technician. I Needa Start On A New Leaf And Today Marked It. Imma Get Myself Emancipated When The School Year Is Over I Need To Learn How To Be Independent And This Will Indeed Be A Test But I Know I Can Succeed Cuz I Got Sam. She Helps Me When Noone Else Does I Love Her So Much She Is My Wife No Matter What Anyone Says, She Doesnt Wanna Leave Dis And Neither Do I. When I Get Weak She Makes Me Strong Again. I Trust Her So Much That Im Willing To Start Off This New Life With Her, Damn Thats Alot For 2 Months Rite? Hey Itll Be 8 Months By The Time I Go Down There So Ull Think Different Later. But Yea Man Im Gettin Myself Transferred And I Will Stand Up And Earn Everything I Want From Now On..Fuck Dis Shit Im Done...

I Love U Sammy
I Need U
Youre The Air I Breathe...

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