Today Was Actually...A Great Day! Lol It Didnt Rain, I Had Fun At School, They Had A Bake Sale And I Bought These Cookies. They Were All Soooft =). Woooo And The Chocolate Chips...Ok Now Im Soundin Fat Lol Hmm Ionn Care. =p
I Couldnt Help But Think That God Were Givin Me Signs Today. In US History We So Happened To Talk Bout Summin That Happened In Missouri Today. And Then I Opened Up My Book And Saw The Fan Sign I Made For Sammy A While Ago. And Today In English The Journal Topic Was "What Are You Most Thankful For This Upcomin Thanksgiving". I Put "My Mom And My Girlfriend Because They're Always There When Needed. Kinda Funny Cuz I Was Smilin All Day...And I Dont Smile So People Kept Askin Me If I Was Ok. I Even Wondered For A Sec.
Well This Is The Part That I Was Really Talkin Bout Last Nite Dat I Was Gonna Include Names In. I Decided To Evaluate My Past Relationships (That I Can Remember) And Give My Opinion On Em. Even Evaluate Some "Coulda Beens" In My Recent Lifetime And Of Course My Present/Future..Sammy
Kiara
Hmmm Wow...9 Months And Yet We Couldnt Hold It Together. I Feel Kinda Dissapointed In That For The Fact That I Couldnt Help But Notice That It Wasnt Really True Love. Everytime We Were Alone It Was Always "Wanna Do It?" Or "Lets Do It" Or Whatever. I Dont Feel Used, I Just Feel That It Was More Physical Than Mental. And Everytime I Wanted To Leave U Would Buy Me Things And Try To Make It Up To Me But Thats Not Gonna Make Me Want U More...Its Just Materials Not Love. And Then It ot To A Point Where People Were Tellin Me U Was Goin With Someone In Your School And Was Kinda Suspicious Because You Talked About Him Alot And Then When We Got Into A Argument U Admitted U Was With Him And Me At The Same Time. I Was Kinda Down But At The Same Time I Knew I Wasnt Gonna Take That So I Pretended That I Cheated On U So U Would Feel That I Had A Reason To Leave. I Truely Dont Regret It At All Just Wonder Sometimes Why U Couldnt Be Straight Up With Me.
Shykela
Wow...My First Real Relationship And 1st Love. I Jumped Into It Deep. I Was The First One To Ever Take U Out Every Weekend. I Payed For Everything. Like Wow I Was Sprung. I Bought U Stuff For Ya Birthday And Everything. I Feel Like Our Relationship Was Like A Book With Missing Chapters. U Left Me...And Never Told Me Why.Rite On The Same Day When U Kissed Me For The Last Time And Told Me U Love Me. Then Later...On My Mom Birthday Rite Before I Leave To Celebrate With Her....I Get A Call. "Ummm Yea...Shy Dont Wanna Be With You Anymore". Felt Like It Was A Joke And Called U But When I Heard The Way U Responded Wen U Picked Up...I Knew It. U Broke My Heart And Kept Tryna Find Out Why...I Still Dont Know...But Now...I Really Dont Care Cuz Ionn Go Backwards Anymore Cuz I Know That I'll Be Making A Mistake. Im Glad U Still Give Me A Call To Let Me Know U Still Breathing Sometimes.
Martricia
Wowwwww Mo U Was Jus Controllin. U Tryed To Make Me Stop Talkin To My Friends And Just Talk To You. U Were Very Selfish And I Actually Accepted It Cuz I Was Feelin U But I Knew That We Wasnt Gonna Be Forever So I Decided To Break It Off With U. I Rather Have My Friends Than A Girl I Barely Talk To. Im Sorry For Breaking Up With U On Ya Birthday...Not A Nice Present But I Couldnt Take It Anymore.
Abri
Smh...On && Off Like A Lightswitch Wow Man All We Did Was Argue. We Argued Wen We 1st Met And We Still Argue Now. I Loved U But I Cant Live My Life Arguing With The One I Love That Shit Gets Irritating Ugh. There Was Some Good Times...Alot Of Bad Times..Nothing To Regret Though.. I Know Ull Find A Guy Thatll Actually Appreciate U Cuz It Damn Sure Aint Me.
Amanda
Hmm...It Was Fun Cuz Your Silly As Shit And U Find Ways To Make Me Laugh But It Kinda Hurt Cuz U Only Liked Me As A Friend And I Dont Think It Would Change No Matter How Long We Were Together. I Wouldnt Call It A Waste I Guess..Maybe Just Feeling Like I Was Led On And Got My Feelings Hurt. Your Still Great As A Friend Though.
Diamond
...Hmm Kinda Lost For Words When I Think Bout This Relationship. We Were That "1 Month Hit" Kinda Relationship. After That First Argument It Wasnt The Same. We Basically Kept Tryna Fix Summin That Couldnt Be Fixed As If We Were Missing The Piece That Held Everything Together. Kinda Shocking How Fast I Got Over U...Guess Cuz The Way U Left Me Wasnt Shit To How My Previous Ones Was. Even As Friends...We Argue..Try To Joke Around And It Ends Up As A Conflict...Ionn See U As A Friend No More, Just A Girl On My List Ionn Consider To Talk To. Was Good While It Lasted I Guess.
Now This The Part About The "Coulda Beens" Nah Mean? Girls That U Were Feeling But Never Got Wit Cuz Of Summin Happenin Or Just The Feelings Changing.
Jazmine
Wow...Never Thought U Would Just Push Me Out Of Ya Life. I Was Feeling U...Alot..But Like I Couldnt See Lifetime Out Of It As Much As I Wanted To. I Felt Better With The Choice I Picked. I Wish Our Friendship Didnt Have To Change, We Texted Eachother And Everything...I Miss That Sumtimes And Sumtimes When I Try To Talk To U Da Vibe Is Madd Weird But Yea Imma Always Be Ya Friend...Even If U Dont Look At Me As One.
Jauntelle
Man...I Was Feeling U Alot Man. We Would Talk On The Phone For Hours For Days But U Kinda Shocked Me When U Told Me U Were Engaged. I Know U Not Anymore But I Still Wouldnt Go With U. I Think U Dont Know What U Want Cuz Of The Things U Tell Me. Imma Be There For U But Yea...U Needa Fix Yaself.
Kalores
Hmm..Wow Dis Goes Back To Summer Of 06' When We Told Eachother How We Felt Bout Eachother. Only Thing Was...Of Course..The Distance Which U Had A Problem With, Thats Kool Though. I Would Say That I Still Feel For U In A Relationship Way But I Would Be Lying To Myself. Ur A Great Friend And Its Best We Stay That Way So Yea. Being Ya Best Friend Forever Is What I Do Best Obviously So Imma Stick To It. Love Ya Koko.
Nikole
I Still Miss U..As A Friend Of Course. Im Sorry I Decided To Get Back With Diamond N Left U Behind. U Warned Me Bout Her And Well...U Were Rite. We Were Such Great Friends And Now We Talk Like Once A Month Instead Of Everyday. I Loved U..Yet Confused Cuz I Wanted U And Diamond. Well I Know U Aint Gonna Read This But Im Sorry I Hope Our Friendship Can Come Back To The Way It Was.Love Ya Nini.
Well My Hands Are Kinda Crampin But Nope Im Not Done. Now Its Time To Talk Bout My Present And Future..My Baby Sammy.
Samantha
Lol Wow How Fate Brought Us Together. We Met By Accident And This The First Accident I Do Not Regret. U Mite Be A Lil Older Than Me But U Treat Me As If Im Ur Age Which I Love. Ionn Wanna Go With Sumone That Wanna Clown My Age. U've Made Me Feel So Good From Just Bein Just Friends To Now Us Being Together. I Know People Think We Jumped In It Fast But They Just Dont Know. They Aint In Our Damn Heads. This Love Obviously Been Building Before We Got Together. Im So Happy That Things Happen The Way They Did...Kinda Hurt But The Pain Is Gone..Cuz Ur Mine Now. I Love U So Much That I Cant Help But Smile Even If I Had The Worst Day In My Life, Just As Long As I Know Im With U, Everything Is Ok. U Make Me Feel Like Dis Is A Fresh Start In Life, Like A New 1st Love Or Summin. It Feels Kinda Weird But I Love It Cuz Ur The Reason Its Happening. I Trust U With My Heart Cuz I Know U Trust Me With Yours. I Love How We Can Have Deep Discussions But Also Have Silly Ass Ones Lol. Ur All I Ever Wanted. Im In Love...So Fast..Feels Like Magic, Dont Ever Let This Magic Act Stop. I Want It To Last Forever As Long As I Can Breathe. Promise Me U Never Walk Away. Promise Me Ull Help To Make Sure Itll Never Fade Away...I Think Ive Made My Point...Sammy Is The Only One I Want So For The Ex's And Coulda Beens If U Take Offense To My Shit...Then Uhhh Dont Let Me Know Cuz I Jus Dont Give A Fuck Anyways Im Finished I Love U Sammy.
Dueces (Two Fingers)
I Couldnt Help But Think That God Were Givin Me Signs Today. In US History We So Happened To Talk Bout Summin That Happened In Missouri Today. And Then I Opened Up My Book And Saw The Fan Sign I Made For Sammy A While Ago. And Today In English The Journal Topic Was "What Are You Most Thankful For This Upcomin Thanksgiving". I Put "My Mom And My Girlfriend Because They're Always There When Needed. Kinda Funny Cuz I Was Smilin All Day...And I Dont Smile So People Kept Askin Me If I Was Ok. I Even Wondered For A Sec.
Well This Is The Part That I Was Really Talkin Bout Last Nite Dat I Was Gonna Include Names In. I Decided To Evaluate My Past Relationships (That I Can Remember) And Give My Opinion On Em. Even Evaluate Some "Coulda Beens" In My Recent Lifetime And Of Course My Present/Future..Sammy
Kiara
Hmmm Wow...9 Months And Yet We Couldnt Hold It Together. I Feel Kinda Dissapointed In That For The Fact That I Couldnt Help But Notice That It Wasnt Really True Love. Everytime We Were Alone It Was Always "Wanna Do It?" Or "Lets Do It" Or Whatever. I Dont Feel Used, I Just Feel That It Was More Physical Than Mental. And Everytime I Wanted To Leave U Would Buy Me Things And Try To Make It Up To Me But Thats Not Gonna Make Me Want U More...Its Just Materials Not Love. And Then It ot To A Point Where People Were Tellin Me U Was Goin With Someone In Your School And Was Kinda Suspicious Because You Talked About Him Alot And Then When We Got Into A Argument U Admitted U Was With Him And Me At The Same Time. I Was Kinda Down But At The Same Time I Knew I Wasnt Gonna Take That So I Pretended That I Cheated On U So U Would Feel That I Had A Reason To Leave. I Truely Dont Regret It At All Just Wonder Sometimes Why U Couldnt Be Straight Up With Me.
Shykela
Wow...My First Real Relationship And 1st Love. I Jumped Into It Deep. I Was The First One To Ever Take U Out Every Weekend. I Payed For Everything. Like Wow I Was Sprung. I Bought U Stuff For Ya Birthday And Everything. I Feel Like Our Relationship Was Like A Book With Missing Chapters. U Left Me...And Never Told Me Why.Rite On The Same Day When U Kissed Me For The Last Time And Told Me U Love Me. Then Later...On My Mom Birthday Rite Before I Leave To Celebrate With Her....I Get A Call. "Ummm Yea...Shy Dont Wanna Be With You Anymore". Felt Like It Was A Joke And Called U But When I Heard The Way U Responded Wen U Picked Up...I Knew It. U Broke My Heart And Kept Tryna Find Out Why...I Still Dont Know...But Now...I Really Dont Care Cuz Ionn Go Backwards Anymore Cuz I Know That I'll Be Making A Mistake. Im Glad U Still Give Me A Call To Let Me Know U Still Breathing Sometimes.
Martricia
Wowwwww Mo U Was Jus Controllin. U Tryed To Make Me Stop Talkin To My Friends And Just Talk To You. U Were Very Selfish And I Actually Accepted It Cuz I Was Feelin U But I Knew That We Wasnt Gonna Be Forever So I Decided To Break It Off With U. I Rather Have My Friends Than A Girl I Barely Talk To. Im Sorry For Breaking Up With U On Ya Birthday...Not A Nice Present But I Couldnt Take It Anymore.
Abri
Smh...On && Off Like A Lightswitch Wow Man All We Did Was Argue. We Argued Wen We 1st Met And We Still Argue Now. I Loved U But I Cant Live My Life Arguing With The One I Love That Shit Gets Irritating Ugh. There Was Some Good Times...Alot Of Bad Times..Nothing To Regret Though.. I Know Ull Find A Guy Thatll Actually Appreciate U Cuz It Damn Sure Aint Me.
Amanda
Hmm...It Was Fun Cuz Your Silly As Shit And U Find Ways To Make Me Laugh But It Kinda Hurt Cuz U Only Liked Me As A Friend And I Dont Think It Would Change No Matter How Long We Were Together. I Wouldnt Call It A Waste I Guess..Maybe Just Feeling Like I Was Led On And Got My Feelings Hurt. Your Still Great As A Friend Though.
Diamond
...Hmm Kinda Lost For Words When I Think Bout This Relationship. We Were That "1 Month Hit" Kinda Relationship. After That First Argument It Wasnt The Same. We Basically Kept Tryna Fix Summin That Couldnt Be Fixed As If We Were Missing The Piece That Held Everything Together. Kinda Shocking How Fast I Got Over U...Guess Cuz The Way U Left Me Wasnt Shit To How My Previous Ones Was. Even As Friends...We Argue..Try To Joke Around And It Ends Up As A Conflict...Ionn See U As A Friend No More, Just A Girl On My List Ionn Consider To Talk To. Was Good While It Lasted I Guess.
Now This The Part About The "Coulda Beens" Nah Mean? Girls That U Were Feeling But Never Got Wit Cuz Of Summin Happenin Or Just The Feelings Changing.
Jazmine
Wow...Never Thought U Would Just Push Me Out Of Ya Life. I Was Feeling U...Alot..But Like I Couldnt See Lifetime Out Of It As Much As I Wanted To. I Felt Better With The Choice I Picked. I Wish Our Friendship Didnt Have To Change, We Texted Eachother And Everything...I Miss That Sumtimes And Sumtimes When I Try To Talk To U Da Vibe Is Madd Weird But Yea Imma Always Be Ya Friend...Even If U Dont Look At Me As One.
Jauntelle
Man...I Was Feeling U Alot Man. We Would Talk On The Phone For Hours For Days But U Kinda Shocked Me When U Told Me U Were Engaged. I Know U Not Anymore But I Still Wouldnt Go With U. I Think U Dont Know What U Want Cuz Of The Things U Tell Me. Imma Be There For U But Yea...U Needa Fix Yaself.
Kalores
Hmm..Wow Dis Goes Back To Summer Of 06' When We Told Eachother How We Felt Bout Eachother. Only Thing Was...Of Course..The Distance Which U Had A Problem With, Thats Kool Though. I Would Say That I Still Feel For U In A Relationship Way But I Would Be Lying To Myself. Ur A Great Friend And Its Best We Stay That Way So Yea. Being Ya Best Friend Forever Is What I Do Best Obviously So Imma Stick To It. Love Ya Koko.
Nikole
I Still Miss U..As A Friend Of Course. Im Sorry I Decided To Get Back With Diamond N Left U Behind. U Warned Me Bout Her And Well...U Were Rite. We Were Such Great Friends And Now We Talk Like Once A Month Instead Of Everyday. I Loved U..Yet Confused Cuz I Wanted U And Diamond. Well I Know U Aint Gonna Read This But Im Sorry I Hope Our Friendship Can Come Back To The Way It Was.Love Ya Nini.
Well My Hands Are Kinda Crampin But Nope Im Not Done. Now Its Time To Talk Bout My Present And Future..My Baby Sammy.
Samantha
Lol Wow How Fate Brought Us Together. We Met By Accident And This The First Accident I Do Not Regret. U Mite Be A Lil Older Than Me But U Treat Me As If Im Ur Age Which I Love. Ionn Wanna Go With Sumone That Wanna Clown My Age. U've Made Me Feel So Good From Just Bein Just Friends To Now Us Being Together. I Know People Think We Jumped In It Fast But They Just Dont Know. They Aint In Our Damn Heads. This Love Obviously Been Building Before We Got Together. Im So Happy That Things Happen The Way They Did...Kinda Hurt But The Pain Is Gone..Cuz Ur Mine Now. I Love U So Much That I Cant Help But Smile Even If I Had The Worst Day In My Life, Just As Long As I Know Im With U, Everything Is Ok. U Make Me Feel Like Dis Is A Fresh Start In Life, Like A New 1st Love Or Summin. It Feels Kinda Weird But I Love It Cuz Ur The Reason Its Happening. I Trust U With My Heart Cuz I Know U Trust Me With Yours. I Love How We Can Have Deep Discussions But Also Have Silly Ass Ones Lol. Ur All I Ever Wanted. Im In Love...So Fast..Feels Like Magic, Dont Ever Let This Magic Act Stop. I Want It To Last Forever As Long As I Can Breathe. Promise Me U Never Walk Away. Promise Me Ull Help To Make Sure Itll Never Fade Away...I Think Ive Made My Point...Sammy Is The Only One I Want So For The Ex's And Coulda Beens If U Take Offense To My Shit...Then Uhhh Dont Let Me Know Cuz I Jus Dont Give A Fuck Anyways Im Finished I Love U Sammy.
Dueces (Two Fingers)
1 comment:
AWW DANNY BOy
::HUqZ::
LMFAO@ DA PART ABOUT MO..
THAT BITCH WAS CRAZi
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