i think i should've came to philly by myself
at least in hayti they would always have money
for food even though its not much to do. its
not fun having to borrow money all the time.
i should've just got my life together before
taking on responsibilities. i wanted to be a
"man" so bad i dove in with the sharks only
reason they prolly were hungry at times was
cuz of me anyways :/ not like i had my share
of food money coming in, i was just eating
their food. maybe that just proves how easier
people live without you. if i do get enough
to pay for them to go back for a while, i'll
do it. already came a time within the 1st 2
weeks i failed to provide for them, not
gonna let it happen again. i wasn't being
smart on how to manage my life. always
concerned about being entertained i end
up fucking up stuff. smh oh sweet karma...

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