phillykidd

so yesterday there was a big ass fight. i'm not going to lie i aint break up the fight so easily because i wanted sam to beat tiara ass but yea i just am so tired of being here. it just gets worse and worse as each day lingers on. this house is a fucking chill spot for mice. the foundation of these apartments are trash the town is small as fuck aint shit here to do. u gotta know people to get a job the people here are ghetto and annoying. i didn't even really wanna come down here i just wanted to be wherever sam was but this shit is ridiculous. after that shit yesterday that was my q to go. i do all this shit for everybody and then when something pop off "i aint family" i bet u tiara better not ask for anything else from me cuz i wont do it. idk if sam gonna go with me but shit i just can't stand no more of this. i need to do something with my life and hayti aint the place man. i just want sam to realize that we can do so much better here. i honestly don't understand how her mom can just spoon feed her. she buys food "this my food i bought it" but eats all the other food and not her own like what kind of shit is that ? when fee acted the hell up he got kicked out idc if she is a girl she aint never going to make it in life. she always act like she don't need noone but yet she be begging. i never met someone so ugly in my life but she is so damn ugly i aint talking about appearance but the shit she do makes her so damn ugly. i'm tired of her pissing of samantha and noone aint doing shit about her just cuz she pregnant fuck out of here that's fucking dumb. i want to go to the park or a corner store and get hella gummy bears for me and sam and brandasia or go to popeyes and get some of that good ass chicken. i wanna actually DO something and hayti aint got shit nothing...period sam mom act like she dont want to go nowhere as much as she talk about moving she always end up getting something else to pay for. fuck the couches get your stuff and save up and move if that's what u wanna do. that storm scared the fuck out of me and i thought that was the time where we was gonna go but idk sam just dont seem to know what she wants to do sometimes. i mean if u hate hayti so much leave. do what makes YOU happy try living somewhere else for a change. cuz man i want a job and get my tuition money up so i can finish school and then college. smh i just wanna do something man...i feel less of a human sitting and laying around all day *sigh :[