ehh man i really not feeling the situation
im in. its the opposite of what i want.
i cant provide or nun. if i knew it would be
like this i wouldve saved up and help them
move myself =/. aint shit here just a lil patch
of dirt in the middle of nowhere. no oppurtunity
no stores no anything. its so stupid. i watch them
commercials with them household stuff and like
money making ways on the internet and it makes
me feel so down cuz i want that. i wonder how fast
we would go if i had a car and a job. if i had my own
internet buisness or whatever the thing would be
ehh it doesnt matter it aint my time yet i guesss
i feel like a child i dont like it not really manly
it irks me that i feel like shit ehh im done now
i dont feel like doing a long blog cuz then imma
end up constantly typing such as what im doing now
smh i just wish i could prove to anyone that i can
be "somebody" =/......

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