Hello
I Am Daniel
Im 16
Born In Virginia
Raised In Philadelphia
I Have One Parent
Other Deceased
I Have 2 Older Siblings
And 2 Others That Are Just Close Friends
I Have A Girlfriend
Her Name Is Samantha
She Has A Daughter That I Like To Claim As My Own
Her Name Is Brandasia
Shes So Cute
Seems Pretty Perfect Right?
Not Really
I Ordinarily Act Stupid
Because Of My Bipolar Ass
No Im Not Blaming It On A Condition
Im Blaming On The Way I Handle It
Because I Take It Too Far And Dont Know When To Stop
I Tried Killing Myself Numerous Amount Of Times
The Last One Was Not So Long Ago
Maybe 2 Hours
But I Didnt Care
I Tryed Anyways
And For What? All Because
I Randomly Can Be Happy
And Then Deeply Depressed?
Without Telling People I Was Leaving
Just Taking Pills And Trying To Sleep Forever
Is That Really Fair
To Not Care For Yourself Knowing Others Do?
When You Know U Shouldnt Make It Hard On People But Do Anyway?
To Try To Make Up A Status Of A Relationship With A Pathetic Ass Blog?
Not Really So Smart
Cuz Sooner Or Later
It Gets To The Point Where People Cant Stand It
Cant Stand To Hear Your Voice
Cant Stand To See Your Face
Cant Stand Your Apologies
Cant Stand Anything
No This Isnt To Sam
This Is To Everyone
Cuz I Take Everyone For Granted
And To Take 6 Tylenol PMS Just So I Can So Called "Be Free"
Is So Damn Retarted
I Could Of Died
And Noone Would Know
Just Assumed I Was Sleep
And Wouldnt Wake Me Up
Having Sam And Others Wondering
Why Im Not Around
Why Im Not Calling
Why Im Not Online
Just Because Of This So Called Condition
Bipolarity
Yea Its Hard To Deal With Someone With It
But If You Actually Stick Around
It Shows How Much U Care
Whether Youre A Friend
Or A Girlfriend
Yea Its Tough
Yea I Try
But In The End
All I Do Is Cry
After Making A Mistake
And Expect To Get Forgiven
Which Is So Wrong To Assume
And Im Sorry To All
I Really Am
Ive Been Really Selfish
I Cant Believe My Own Actions Sometimes
Well I Think Imma Just Sit Here And Think
I Love U Sam
`Gone
I Am Daniel
Im 16
Born In Virginia
Raised In Philadelphia
I Have One Parent
Other Deceased
I Have 2 Older Siblings
And 2 Others That Are Just Close Friends
I Have A Girlfriend
Her Name Is Samantha
She Has A Daughter That I Like To Claim As My Own
Her Name Is Brandasia
Shes So Cute
Seems Pretty Perfect Right?
Not Really
I Ordinarily Act Stupid
Because Of My Bipolar Ass
No Im Not Blaming It On A Condition
Im Blaming On The Way I Handle It
Because I Take It Too Far And Dont Know When To Stop
I Tried Killing Myself Numerous Amount Of Times
The Last One Was Not So Long Ago
Maybe 2 Hours
But I Didnt Care
I Tryed Anyways
And For What? All Because
I Randomly Can Be Happy
And Then Deeply Depressed?
Without Telling People I Was Leaving
Just Taking Pills And Trying To Sleep Forever
Is That Really Fair
To Not Care For Yourself Knowing Others Do?
When You Know U Shouldnt Make It Hard On People But Do Anyway?
To Try To Make Up A Status Of A Relationship With A Pathetic Ass Blog?
Not Really So Smart
Cuz Sooner Or Later
It Gets To The Point Where People Cant Stand It
Cant Stand To Hear Your Voice
Cant Stand To See Your Face
Cant Stand Your Apologies
Cant Stand Anything
No This Isnt To Sam
This Is To Everyone
Cuz I Take Everyone For Granted
And To Take 6 Tylenol PMS Just So I Can So Called "Be Free"
Is So Damn Retarted
I Could Of Died
And Noone Would Know
Just Assumed I Was Sleep
And Wouldnt Wake Me Up
Having Sam And Others Wondering
Why Im Not Around
Why Im Not Calling
Why Im Not Online
Just Because Of This So Called Condition
Bipolarity
Yea Its Hard To Deal With Someone With It
But If You Actually Stick Around
It Shows How Much U Care
Whether Youre A Friend
Or A Girlfriend
Yea Its Tough
Yea I Try
But In The End
All I Do Is Cry
After Making A Mistake
And Expect To Get Forgiven
Which Is So Wrong To Assume
And Im Sorry To All
I Really Am
Ive Been Really Selfish
I Cant Believe My Own Actions Sometimes
Well I Think Imma Just Sit Here And Think
I Love U Sam
`Gone
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