Hmm Bored...Cant Sleep. I Keep Tryin And I Still Cant Sleep And I Kinda Hate It. Ugh Man This Sucks So Much Man Shoo, Oh Well Imma End Up Fallin Asleep When I Get To School Anyways Not Like I Care, I Hate West Philly High.
Its So Dark In Here...I Kinda Like It. No Noise At All...Cept That Lil Whisperin Noise From The Laptop Fan. I Talked To Kiara Today...It Was Kinda Weird. She's Still Weak And Cares Alot Bout What People Think/Say. "Oh Kool Where Ya Movin?", "Isnt That Where Ur Girlfriend Lives?", "Oh Thats Cute, I Havent Told My Boyfriend Im Movin To North Carolina Yet" Then When The Hell Are You? Thats So Dumb When U Gonna Tell Him? When U Land In The North Carolina Airport And Call Him Sayin Ur There? Sumtimes I Wish People Werent So Conscience Of What People Think. Maybe The World Would Revolve Around Better If That Would Happen. Its Like Nothin Make Sense Anymore Now At Days.
Im Mad Sometimes I Get Blah Bout Everyone For A Good 60 Seconds And Then Snap Back Into "Daniel". Im Mad Im Startin To Think Im Really A Asshole Inside Dat Doesnt Give A Fuck But Sam's Tryna Change That. Im Mad That I Dont Fight Alot But When Its Time For One I Be All Hype Bout It And Get That Shit Over With. Im Mad People Look At Me As A Weak Person Just Because Of The Way I Look. I Guess Ya Gotta Be Ugly To Underestimate People Now At Days Cuz When Niggas Look At Me...They Just Assume Im Soft Oh Oh Or Maybe I Need Sum Facial Hair Yea Lemme Get Summa Dat Oh OH!!!! And Maybe Smack Sum Girls Ass And Call Em My Ho And Make Em Suck My Dick Until Im Satisfied. Yepp Those Niggas Are My So Called "Friends". Funny Cuz Dem Friends Im Talkin Bout...Is My Damn Cousins. I Sweat They Are All Annoyin They Make Me Sick Man. Sometimes I Just Wanna Shoot Em All In The Balls With A BB Gun And See If Theyll Leave Me The Fuck Alone Forever Damn Nigga Stop Botherin Me.
Im Mad Sometimes I Feel Lonely Rite Now...Not Because Of The Family Or Whatever..Cuz Of Where I Live I Guess. These So Called People In The House Are Invisible To Me I Just Somehow Hear Em Sometimes..Other Than Dat I Ignore Em. Ionn Got No Real Friends In Philly, Like Down To Earth Niggas, Steve Close To It..But All He Does Is Drink E&&J And Fuck Hoes...Not My Kinda Hobby. Raheem Was But He Turned To Weed To Solve His Disputes. Khalik Was Never A Down To Earth Nigga All He Cares Bout Is Clothes And Sex. I Guess I Just Wish Sam Was Around Here..Make Things Alot Easier On Me.
Im Mad Im Kinda Scared To Move In Wit Sam Cuz Of My Own Insecurities. Like What If I Fuck Up Like Badly And She Ends Up Not Bein Able To Stand Me Anymore And Just Kick Me Out...There I Am Stuck In St Louis Or What If As Soon As I Get There Everythin Changes And We Dont Act The Same Towards Eachother As We Did On The Computer. As Bad As I Want This To Happen I Kinda Dont Cuz Its Fine Like Dis. Sumtimes I Even Wonder If I Want Her To Come Visit Me In Philly, Cuz Wen We See Eachother Shit Will Change Indefinitely. Soon As U Lock Eyes Everything Will Never Be The Same Cuz Yu Used To Bein There..In There Face..And U Kinda Miss That And Rite Now Im Used To Talkin To Her On The Computer. So Df Im Posta Do? Get Married Via Internet? Wow Ionno Im Confused. I Wanna Be Down There, I Wanna Be A Hard Worker And Take Care Of Dasia, I Wanna Help Around The House, I Wanna Learn To Be On My Own But Still..At The Same Time...Is This What We Really Want? Although My Current Life Is Hell What Is In Store For Me In St Louis? Smh...Ionno Man...I Gotta Talk To Ms.Tracie, Sam, Somebody Man Im Confused Ugh I Cant Take Philly For Another 2 Years Ill End Up Killin Myself Like SERIOUSLY. Smh St Louis It Is Then Fuck Dis Nut Ass City I Hate It.
I Love U Sam
Ur My Shinin Star
Its So Dark In Here...I Kinda Like It. No Noise At All...Cept That Lil Whisperin Noise From The Laptop Fan. I Talked To Kiara Today...It Was Kinda Weird. She's Still Weak And Cares Alot Bout What People Think/Say. "Oh Kool Where Ya Movin?", "Isnt That Where Ur Girlfriend Lives?", "Oh Thats Cute, I Havent Told My Boyfriend Im Movin To North Carolina Yet" Then When The Hell Are You? Thats So Dumb When U Gonna Tell Him? When U Land In The North Carolina Airport And Call Him Sayin Ur There? Sumtimes I Wish People Werent So Conscience Of What People Think. Maybe The World Would Revolve Around Better If That Would Happen. Its Like Nothin Make Sense Anymore Now At Days.
Im Mad Sometimes I Get Blah Bout Everyone For A Good 60 Seconds And Then Snap Back Into "Daniel". Im Mad Im Startin To Think Im Really A Asshole Inside Dat Doesnt Give A Fuck But Sam's Tryna Change That. Im Mad That I Dont Fight Alot But When Its Time For One I Be All Hype Bout It And Get That Shit Over With. Im Mad People Look At Me As A Weak Person Just Because Of The Way I Look. I Guess Ya Gotta Be Ugly To Underestimate People Now At Days Cuz When Niggas Look At Me...They Just Assume Im Soft Oh Oh Or Maybe I Need Sum Facial Hair Yea Lemme Get Summa Dat Oh OH!!!! And Maybe Smack Sum Girls Ass And Call Em My Ho And Make Em Suck My Dick Until Im Satisfied. Yepp Those Niggas Are My So Called "Friends". Funny Cuz Dem Friends Im Talkin Bout...Is My Damn Cousins. I Sweat They Are All Annoyin They Make Me Sick Man. Sometimes I Just Wanna Shoot Em All In The Balls With A BB Gun And See If Theyll Leave Me The Fuck Alone Forever Damn Nigga Stop Botherin Me.
Im Mad Sometimes I Feel Lonely Rite Now...Not Because Of The Family Or Whatever..Cuz Of Where I Live I Guess. These So Called People In The House Are Invisible To Me I Just Somehow Hear Em Sometimes..Other Than Dat I Ignore Em. Ionn Got No Real Friends In Philly, Like Down To Earth Niggas, Steve Close To It..But All He Does Is Drink E&&J And Fuck Hoes...Not My Kinda Hobby. Raheem Was But He Turned To Weed To Solve His Disputes. Khalik Was Never A Down To Earth Nigga All He Cares Bout Is Clothes And Sex. I Guess I Just Wish Sam Was Around Here..Make Things Alot Easier On Me.
Im Mad Im Kinda Scared To Move In Wit Sam Cuz Of My Own Insecurities. Like What If I Fuck Up Like Badly And She Ends Up Not Bein Able To Stand Me Anymore And Just Kick Me Out...There I Am Stuck In St Louis Or What If As Soon As I Get There Everythin Changes And We Dont Act The Same Towards Eachother As We Did On The Computer. As Bad As I Want This To Happen I Kinda Dont Cuz Its Fine Like Dis. Sumtimes I Even Wonder If I Want Her To Come Visit Me In Philly, Cuz Wen We See Eachother Shit Will Change Indefinitely. Soon As U Lock Eyes Everything Will Never Be The Same Cuz Yu Used To Bein There..In There Face..And U Kinda Miss That And Rite Now Im Used To Talkin To Her On The Computer. So Df Im Posta Do? Get Married Via Internet? Wow Ionno Im Confused. I Wanna Be Down There, I Wanna Be A Hard Worker And Take Care Of Dasia, I Wanna Help Around The House, I Wanna Learn To Be On My Own But Still..At The Same Time...Is This What We Really Want? Although My Current Life Is Hell What Is In Store For Me In St Louis? Smh...Ionno Man...I Gotta Talk To Ms.Tracie, Sam, Somebody Man Im Confused Ugh I Cant Take Philly For Another 2 Years Ill End Up Killin Myself Like SERIOUSLY. Smh St Louis It Is Then Fuck Dis Nut Ass City I Hate It.
I Love U Sam
Ur My Shinin Star
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