Wow..Today Was Kool Until What Just Happened 5 Minutes Ago. Skippin School, Playin San Andreas, Chillin With Cousins, All Good Fun, Until 1 Of The Cousins Get Into A Conflict.
We Walk Down To Spruce Street, Its 5 Of Us And Bout 20 Of Them, I Tell To Do The Smart Thing And JUst REcruit And Get Em Later...But No..They Too Busy Drownin In They Pride. "Nah We AInt Leavin Dog Fuck That", Shit All I Know Is I Stepped Back Like A Smart Nigga Did, Just Into The Wrong Spot. So Like 5 Niggas Surround Me, My Heart Pumpin Like Crazy But It Aint Like I Got A Choice, So I Rock One Of Em While The Other Pulled My Hood Down And Started Punchin Me In The Head. Yea..Dis Is Where I Think Its Over...Assumin One Of Em Has A Gun, I Knew Most Of Em So I Knew At Least 1 Was Strapped Smh, I Got Off Cuz They Let Me Go And Went Of To My Other Cousins So I Grabbed Them And Made Them Come To My House. I Look At My Hoody And Its Stained, Nah It Wasnt Red Kool Aid, It Was Steves Blood. He Was Just Spittin It Out Like It Was Nuthin, I Had To Clean Him Up, His Whole Hoody Was Just Covered, Blood Everywhere, But Now They Gone, They Went To Recruit, Lets Just Hope They Smart Enough To Stay Alive.
I Was Thinkin Last Nite And I Got It. Hmm I Guess Yesterday Was Just Another Rough Day Between Me And Sammy, But This Time I Just Let It Happened Instead Of Apologizin. I Let Anger Get 1 Ounce Of Me And It Just Takes Control And I End Up Takin It Out On Her For No Reason. The Weird Thing About It Is...I Was Mad For No Reason =/. Hmm I Apologize Tho, That Aint Cool. I LOve Her, I Shouldnt Act Like I Dont Give A Fuck Cuz I Would Feel Some Way If She Did That To Me. Imma Just Chill And Maintain My Emotions And If Not, Just Not Get On Yahoo Yet. Shit Gets Tiring Man. Ionn Wanna Be The "Same Nigga" To Her. I Wanna Be The One For Her. Yesterday I Was Mad Childish, Which Is A 1st In A While. Imma Calm That Shit Down Tho, Just Talk It Out If I Have A Problem And If I Dont Shit Just Get Da Fuck Off I Guess...
Love You Sammy
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