So Here I Am, Taking Out The Trash, Finding An A Excuse To Get Away From The House. So I Take A Walk After I Put Away The Trashcan. I Walk Around The Neighborhood..In The Rain, Looking For Something That Connect To Me And I Look At The Street Lights. All Of Them Were Like Brown...Except For This One White One And Thats What I Felt Like...An Outkast. I Feel Like I'm So Different From Other Niggas But Not In A Good Way. Sumtimes I Feel Like Girls Like Me Cuz I Act Like Them. I Been Mostly Raised By My Mother So I Know How It Feels To Feel A Females Pain. Girls Are Always Like "Ur So Different From Other Guys" And I Used To Feel Good Bout It...But Now I Realize That I Dont Feel Good Bout It Cuz I Feel Like They Talking To One Of They Girlfriends. Ionno I Think If I Acted Like A Ignorant Nigga I Would Feel Normal But At The Same Time Ionn Like Mistreatin Women..Its Jus Not My Thing. I Felt Like I Was Pushin Away People I Actually Care For And Like..So I Decided To Take A Walk Before I Did Something I Really Didnt Mean To Do. Today Was Jus A Stressful Day I Guess Im Glad I Got Tommorow Off..Have Some Time To Myself. I Just Hope I Can Get Rid Of All This Confusion. I Think It's Cuz Im Not With Anybody And It Makes Me Feel Kinda Weird. Hmm Maybe Its Just Mood Swings...We'll See How Tommorow/Today Goes I Can Just Hope For The Best...P.S. Sammy I'm Sorry For Actin Iffy On You Today I Love U
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